Monday, December 24, 2007
yoohee~
♥ 3:28 AM
witch yoo hee rox.. totally..
another faerie tale like love story which wun exist...
in singapore which is such a materialistic country at least..
no fool would give up everything including the lots and lots of money he/she has for e other half..
ha gan in ROCKS.. =)
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
speed
♥ 5:58 PM
stupid odyssey. think u big i scared?
was it an odyssey or a wish?
anyway, no matter what, i pwned it wif a picanto. =)
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
enstranged
♥ 10:14 AM
do i really know myself..
do i really know you..
why do i have the feeling i am in the dark.. and not know bout some things..
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Friday, December 7, 2007
clown. in*********s
♥ 2:24 PM
我的不安.. 那么沉重..
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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
ultimatum
♥ 4:45 AM
i gave myself.
by then. i shall learn to let go.
for by then i too have given up on myself.
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illusions
♥ 2:16 AM
what do ppl see me as..?
a good bf who drives her around without complains..?
a caring bf who waits for her no matter how long it takes..?
a doting bf who gets her what she wants no matter how hard it is..?
does it really matter how these ppl think..?
ultimately, have ppl ever wondered how do i really feel..?
are these gd/bad tags necessary.. just to love somone..?
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heart grey means cold..
♥ 12:12 AM
and i thought we were doing fine.
but i was wrong.
to you, we are at cruising speed.
to me, it was just at gear one..
is it too hard on you..?
or am i pushing you too hard..?
is loving someone really that hard..
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i don't want to be me.
i don't want to be born on 07081986.
i don't want to be a leo.
i don't want to lead the fucked up life im leading now.
i don't want to be what i am right now.
i don't want to remember.
i don't want to think.
i don't want to be so screwed up.
i don't want to lead a lonely xmas.
i don't want to lead a lonely new year.
i don't want to miss you.
i don't want to be in the mess i am in now.
i don't want to lose you.
i don't want to lose my dear.
i don't want life to be in a statis.
i don't want to run an endless track.
i don't want to be lost.
i don't want to live in sg.
i don't want to live in this fucked up cruel realistic world.
i don't want to fall into oblivion once again.
but.. i guess im being lead on there now..
life just love making a clown out of you..
time just love making a fool out of you..
it gives you what you don't want.. and takes away what you want..
it gives you what you learn to love.. and takes it back..
perhaps it's just my life, that is..
give me a rainbow.
i want my wish back.
i guess im falling into oblivion once again.
如果我不是黄伟杰.. 那该会有多好..
all i want for x'mas, is you.
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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
statis
♥ 8:39 AM
what really are we now..?
suddenly warm n den sudden coldness..
in delirum yet in confusion.
jus like jon mclaughlin's so close, so close and still so far..
am i doing not enuff..? workin not hard enuff..? perhaps so..
can someone answer me..?
in camp: gettin retardingly worse each day.
nv ending politics.
stress => stressful => stress max.
this 2 years of wastefulness is really ruining my life. sigh.
can someone save me?
life's in a statis.
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