Wednesday, December 5, 2007
heart grey means cold..
♥ 12:12 AM
and i thought we were doing fine.
but i was wrong.
to you, we are at cruising speed.
to me, it was just at gear one..
is it too hard on you..?
or am i pushing you too hard..?
is loving someone really that hard..
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i don't want to be me.
i don't want to be born on 07081986.
i don't want to be a leo.
i don't want to lead the fucked up life im leading now.
i don't want to be what i am right now.
i don't want to remember.
i don't want to think.
i don't want to be so screwed up.
i don't want to lead a lonely xmas.
i don't want to lead a lonely new year.
i don't want to miss you.
i don't want to be in the mess i am in now.
i don't want to lose you.
i don't want to lose my dear.
i don't want life to be in a statis.
i don't want to run an endless track.
i don't want to be lost.
i don't want to live in sg.
i don't want to live in this fucked up cruel realistic world.
i don't want to fall into oblivion once again.
but.. i guess im being lead on there now..
life just love making a clown out of you..
time just love making a fool out of you..
it gives you what you don't want.. and takes away what you want..
it gives you what you learn to love.. and takes it back..
perhaps it's just my life, that is..
give me a rainbow.
i want my wish back.
i guess im falling into oblivion once again.
如果我不是黄伟杰.. 那该会有多好..
all i want for x'mas, is you.
time claimed what i thought was mine