Saturday, May 31, 2008
背影
♥ 10:09 PM
背影三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
He……
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己
你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的
背影有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的
背影所以才能变成你的
背影躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的
背影有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的
背影所以才能变成你的
背影躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
感谢我不可以拥抱你的
背影所以才能变成你的
背影躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意
i love this song.. totally describes how i feel now..
pens down.. nxt entry soon..
time claimed what i thought was mine
Sunday, May 11, 2008
dilemma
♥ 1:26 AM
argh.
wat should i do?!
damn it.
i hate this feeling.
time claimed what i thought was mine
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
no peace?
♥ 11:26 PM
damn tired and exhausted by all the traveling and interviews.
but yet. i cant rest my mind.
i dont feel a sense of tranquility nor peace.
though i feel that i have a high chance of getting a job with a decent starting pay.
i dun sense happiness nor do i feel joyous.
why?
i dun wish to say much.
YOU should know the reason.
i dun see the light at the end of the road anymore.
maybe its time to wake up.
i finally understand how tired you are at times.
both physically and mentally.
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
time claimed what i thought was mine
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
adding on
♥ 1:38 AM
mounting frustrations and exhaustion.
and you aint helping at all by assuming and jumping to conclusions.
sigh.
time claimed what i thought was mine
Sunday, May 4, 2008
why?
♥ 1:28 AM
from now on, do not ask me why.
ask yourself why.
time claimed what i thought was mine
no brainer
♥ 1:07 AM
it's gettin on my nerves.
some people just dunno how to be automatic.
some ppl just love pestering ppl.
but NO, i won't say anything.
till the day i blow.
time claimed what i thought was mine
Saturday, May 3, 2008
stubborn
♥ 1:49 AM
i have a bad feeling.
that sooner or later something shitty, something fucked up would happen.
to me? i dun think so.
to you? more likely.
and i would not stay once betrayed.
till then, do not say i did not warn you.
do not say i did not do anything.
time claimed what i thought was mine
