Wednesday, May 7, 2008
no peace?
♥ 11:26 PM
damn tired and exhausted by all the traveling and interviews.
but yet. i cant rest my mind.
i dont feel a sense of tranquility nor peace.
though i feel that i have a high chance of getting a job with a decent starting pay.
i dun sense happiness nor do i feel joyous.
why?
i dun wish to say much.
YOU should know the reason.
i dun see the light at the end of the road anymore.
maybe its time to wake up.
i finally understand how tired you are at times.
both physically and mentally.
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call
But when I pick up I don't have much to say
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
time claimed what i thought was mine
