Thursday, June 5, 2008
a simple fall that could take your life away.
♥ 7:49 PM
yes. a simple fall that could end ur life jus like dat.
im goin thru hell everyday now. thx to the feeling of remorsefulness and soul-searching im doing.
on top of that, i hav to beware of everyone around me.. "WHY?" you ask..
cuz some wimp make me realize the fact that I cant trust everyone around me. yes. thank you. v much.
sides, working makes me even more zombified.
im like a walking zombie. i cant get to slp. i cant eat properly. and my mind cant rest. soon i'll become an abomination.
but i deserve it. a moment of folly brings you a lifetime of misfortune. since most people only tend to look at the end product and not the processes, the reasons, the first prototype.
that is why all those ppl who dun understand me is so anti-me now. only a few understand and im really grateful. becuz processes, reasons, prototypes will
ALWAYS BE TREATED AS RUBBISH N OVERLOOKED and only the final product will be judged. dat's how this cruel world works.
wat can i do? I will shoulder all the blame then. wat else?
thanks to the wimp that is.
hey im thanking you, NOT blaming you alrite? THANKS A MILLION!
wimp, i have a
PERFECT plan that can detonate me instantly, y dun you just reveal it to EVERY ONE also?
need a loud hailer or rather a microphone system? i can buy you one with all my savings!
just kill me alright?
since
PROMISES ARE NOTHIN TO YOU anyway.
since you like to see ppl begging for mercy.
e wimp must have just did a wink to god.
you are jesus, the holy knight, the
RIGHTEOUS ONE.
i am satan, the devil, the fallen one.
you are the saviour, all bow down to you.
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maybe time really does have a way of taking back everything you thought you had..
time claimed what i thought was mine
