Wednesday, July 2, 2008
hatred
♥ 9:58 AM
this negative feeling is building up so badly.
that i feel one day i will hate myself so much.
that i really dun ever wish to see you again.
to prevent you from seeing the state i am in.
to prevent you from being upset again.
and to prevent the trigger of a floodgate of emotions of me.
i will go crazy if i ever see you again if that happens.
somehow the urge to tattoo HATRED on my arm jus came back again
but this time this hatred is directed at myself..
wat an irony.
time claimed what i thought was mine