Sunday, July 6, 2008
ive been thinking
♥ 11:26 PM
all ppl say is 'dun think so much', 'dun go think'.
but its easier said than done.
my mind cant stop thinking bout u.
it took me 17 to numb my brain.
n still counting.
im not out to make u worried.
i jus wanted to c u once more.
and it helped me but i still could not hold you.
like i told u. i dun wan to stop trying.
it hurts so much. really so much. but i'll drag myself on every step.
no matter how bloody it gets. no matter how maimed i get.
slowly each step and each step. until it takes me back to you.
crying uncontrollably. save me.
time claimed what i thought was mine