Monday, July 14, 2008
last post
♥ 10:46 AM
i guess this might be my last post.
you said you might regret one year down the road that you leave me now..
but by then.. it might prove too late..
like i said.. if you realli get tgt wif the guy..
i cant be tgt wif you anymore.. becuz i really cant take it anymore after the past experiences..
in the mean time.. i will still continue to work towards gainin back the trust of everyone..
it is a race against time..
it is a race against myself..
it is a race to see if i can gain back ur trust in time to walk down the rest of our lives together..
whether you would allow me to hold your hand one last time.. and never let go.. and we walk down the rest of our lives together..
or you chose to just end it once n for all n nv trust me again..
i hope you will think deeply through with your heart..
though you said before you have thought it through, but i know you have not really sat down and think through carefully..
furthermore.. i believe the guy adds one more barrier to the way you think..
so i really sincerely hope you can clear all barriers.. and think it through clearly one last final time with your heart..
does your heart really think the way you said..
do you really want us to end this way..
do you wan me to walk down the rest of your life with you trutfully and faitfully..
i love you..
time claimed what i thought was mine