Wednesday, July 2, 2008
love or hate. its a complicated thing.
♥ 12:50 AM
i know you hate me to the core now.
for lying to you.
for hurting you.
for opening ur wound time n time again.
i dunno if you still have any feelings for me.
do you still love me at least a bit?
cuz i do love you so so much.
even more than before.
even more than we first started out.
dat now if you ask me to touch the sky i would gladly give my life for you.
for i have finally found and realize the someone i've been looking for all along..
was you.
i could not kick myself for not realizing it early. so i hit myself with a pole.
every second im thinking of you.
i cant eat.
i cant slp.
i keep crying till my eyes are hurting from the light.
it really hurts so bad. very very bad.
god. wat should i do..?
wo ai ni.ni hai ai wo ma?ni zai na li..?
time claimed what i thought was mine