Tuesday, August 5, 2008
anoymous? more like coward.
♥ 10:52 AM
first thing in the morning is to see someone barking at my tagboard. haix
some ppl who r cowards who dun dare post their identity out.
may i know what you are scared of? a dog's bite?
haha. get a life la "anoymous"
u think just by putting anoymous i dunno who u r? i dun nd to tell you how i know anyway. lol. loser.
you want to argue wif YOUR side of your story? i suggest you go home and fly a kite.
cuz you dunno everything, or rather.. ANYTHING. =)
e most irritating part is that you ASSUME im ENJOYING MY LIFE? haha.. wat a joke.. you r making a joke outta yourself you know? wanna come along wif me? you can interview my superiors, my colleagues, my friends to SEE FOR YOUSELF if im enjoying my life? or am I just puttin on a brave front in front of them? all of them know what happened to me alr. so you can seek your own truth wif your very own mouth and eyes, and not purely on ur imagination =)
who's ENJOYING LIFE MORE? you will be able to find out if you tail each of us for a wk =)
now it has a dog who is LOYAL giving her support EVERYTIME and JUST WHEN SHE NEEDS IT as it claims. i suggest you go find out more bout IT's life before you come and compare. ok mr know-it-all?
n just becuz i term them as bitches and say they love to be scrwed doggie style you r sayin i treat gals as sex slaves? haha. so if a kid watches tv, n says "im gonna rob the bank and screw all e ppl inside" does that make him a robber or a sodomizer? lol.
ever felt before the desperation inside you that eats you up so badly,
you cant do anything at all?
ever threw away your pride, your face, everything you had, to go beg for someone
and get treated so coldly right in your face and askin you to leave, saying "you do this jus to make yourself feel better?" when all her mind she can think of its "give up give up give up and doggie doggie doggie" [plz replace name of dog for doggie cuz i feel the dog's name is not worth to be mentioned]? ever wondered how that felt?
ever wondered how it feels like to be all so alone in this world, your friends are not thr for you, no one is thr for you and i really mean no one? i dun blame my friends cuz they r v bz. but you ever felt SO SO ALONE before? and IT can tell me it returns home everyday not earlier than 10pm during that period. which means she doesnt even give a fukin shit about us. she just wants to forget and give up. and she has e cheek to suggest to me that i just keep calling my frens out everyday and soon i will forget. IT thinks everyone is as free as her and her frens. but e truth is not everyone is. AND NOT EVERYONE is as UNFEEELING and can FORGET SO EASILY AS IF IT MEANS NOTHING AT ALL.
ever tried taking more than 10 slping pills a night, and still cant get to slp?
ever had the feeling of oblivion eatin into you every single day, every single minute, every single second?
ever had your most loved one saying you "aiya, he is useless one la" in front of your friends wif no regards to how you feel?
ever had your most loved one showing to you how unfeeling, how cold she can become in just a blink of an eye?
ever wonder how it felt like to be so down at work you cant do anything you have to go toilet so often just to prevent ur colleagues from seeing you cry and ur eyes turning so red from the sobbing and yet you still have to put on a brave front as if nothing ever happened?
ever wonder how it feels like to hav dat little bit of hope given and TOLD to you and CRUSHED WITHIN AN INSTANT when you did NOTHING AND ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG at all?
im e betrayer and it's e victim huh..? mr gre8 almight, i suggest that if you do not know how ive been victimize or rather who's been victimize more over this 4 years, plz do not comment.
IT once ask me "if this happen to another gal who can take it like me?"
i wld like to ask her back "who can bear with her temper, tantrums, and bad attitude at alot of times over these years?"
ALL IT ever thought of is herself. putting myself it ITs shoes huh?
kindly ask IT if she ever put herself in mine over these 4 years on how she has treated me.. and only given that so called 3 CHANCES when we were nearing the end?
therefore dear mr anoymous,
if you flame me after you know the whole thing, i will gladly let you flame.
but if you flame me based on ur assumptions and one-sided story
i suggest you don't act smart. just get smart first =)
or you will just get flamed yourself.
time claimed what i thought was mine
