Tuesday, January 6, 2009
fycks
♥ 1:42 AM
sigh @ everything.
tml is macroecons test n yet i onli browsed thru briefly. ggxed.
i think im gonna skip it tml. and i MUST start my muggin session soon. airport? maybe.
anyway had NYE wif the gang yet again at downtown east chalet booked by p's godsis, der.
dat nite was pure havoc. haha.
poker games, wii, drinking (although i onli drank a cup cuz i drive. sads), wrestling, kping and many more. joke of e night = seb. kping non-stop aft he got drunk. even after management come, still cont kp. LOL.
anyway, b4 he got drunk, he brought me to find his fren who was also at downtown east. saw her pic a few days back b4 e chalet n i pestered him to bring me. =)
then, got to know jz. but she's seldom online! sigh.
but managed to talk to her yest. full of crap. one cute gal. haha.
ive sinned. =(
but well, welcome to the world of players.
thx to what ive been thru. =)
new year day itself went back to chalet again for bbq. and the main highlight of e night was qy's stunt.
more powerful den flaming lambo. he jus poured the liquor in his mouth n set it alight wif his lighter. n 2secs down it.
pan followed suit, but spitted it out due to too flaming. LOL. jokes.
xh took down all the vids. but she onli sent to pan.
gotta ask him to send me the vid soon. haa.
many others followed aft dat and all became success, inc pan aft 2nd try.
n LM's gonna be back from BKK TML! hope he gets wat i told him to get. den i dun hav to shop much for CNY riaossssssssss. :)
family probs is recurring again. pissing me off greatly. -_-
swear im gonna go interview for cabin crew if i fail badly for the upcoming exams.
i wanna get out of this shithole.
i will stop study. totally moodless to read any materials aft NS. fyck.
free travelling. to see the world. when im young. fun fun fun. but dat's if i get thru it.
jocelyn said emirates is better. n ive seen e website. looks nt bad. but e only bad thing is based in dubai. :(
also rememberd talking to her bout bgr n r/s probs during work time, n we came up wif lots of theories etc. haha funny. she say its more of a hassle den heartbrk if she were to brk up wif her bf now cuz hav to find a new one and they must get used to each other's bad habits etc etc. funny but true. and i ask her to hlp me think of reasons for brkup. she can come up wif tons of it. salutes.
i know im bad.
certain circumstances ppl, and the environment have changed me to what i am today.
i love my frens and my life now.
but i really miss jz. :(
i think seb feels he has sinned. and E's gonna kill me.
time claimed what i thought was mine
