sry for the harsh tone this morning..

but i am seriously feeling like a criminal..

i noe i did u wrong in the past.. but i can tell u if u are to cont like this..

im gonna breakdown soon..

if ur saying like the thing occured 1 day or 1 week ago, i will understand ur behaviour.

but its not.. and u r gre8tly n i mean GRE8TLY intruding me by ur behaviour.

which i feel is like no respect at all..

this is NOT saying who's right n who's wrong. nor am i saying you are completely wrong.

but everything must have its limit.

it's like the feeling of im being watched everywhere i go, everything i do.

and this sucks. completely.

if this is gonna continue, i suggest we jus end it now.. its better for a shorter pain than a longer one..

sigh.. ppl who nv really started work really dunno the stress out thr..

less said coping with studies..

------- <--- my limit is here
------- <--- and my state is here already.



-------

im not blaming you. i jus hope you better change this paranoid thingy of urs.

nite.







alot of things..

ive finally moved back to civilisation for work.. but jocelyn's no longer in the company..

one less crappin person around.. one less fun..

studies are driving me mad.. i think im gonna flung the cf badly..

i nd $$$.. lots n lots of them..

n i feel fycked up now.. totally..

i hate myself..







argh.

today is a fcuked up day.

totally.

nothing is going right.







u keep saying your life is miserable.
in what way may i ask.
have u really think of so many ppl out thr whose life is REALLY miserable?
i suggest you take a step back and look at misery as a WHOLE before you deem your life miserable.

if you are saying you are miserable, i can tell you my life is MUCH more miserable than you.
u think jus cuz ppl talks to me on msn,
ppl calls me out,
i have my own life of going out and going to club,
den life aint miserable?
i can tell you u have not really tasted REAL misery.
u have not seen uni life. how fcukin misery it is.
u have not seen office politics. how fcukin terrifying it can be.
u have not seen family almost being torn in shreds. how fcukin painful it can be.
u have not seen brain-busting quarrels. hwo fcukin retarded it can get.
since you think your life is miserable, why don't i trade mine with yours?
where i have really MUCH less to worry about?
having tons of free time doesnt EQUATE to misery for gods sake.

and to think u have quitted ur job.
if its jus cuz u have to wake up early every morning.
if its cuz ur frens are not working den u have to quit.
i guess u r really not there..
i dun wanna use the word to avoid meaningless arguments.
since u rather enjoy rotting at home, den congrats u have attained it.
nobody forsaked you. you have forsaken yourself.

i still rem you smsing before saying u will try to be understanding?
u call this understanding?
mayb we shld relook at this.. everything.
mad and gravely disappointed.

i dun wan to say anymore.. im havin enuff of misery myself..
exams alone is driving me crazy.. less said other problems..

last prelim paper tml n im gonna take a wk of break aft dat..

i need a getaway. me. myself. and i.

bye.







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