Tuesday, August 5, 2008
first strike
♥ 10:48 PM
wat others told me were right, there is NOTHING FAIR in this world. you have to fight for it.
so i do not bliff in this kinda so called faerie tales anymore.. they only exist in fantasies..
i shall remember this by hard
..
"being fair and kind to others, is being CRUEL to yourself..
for one day it can just turn it back and bite you. this is the CRUEL reality."IT has taught me this.
so why not i be the one who HURT others and BITE first before they strike?
like she oways claims: "i was hurt before, so now i rather hurt OTHERS than hurt myself"
imagine ur most loved one telling you this. which is she rather let you GET HURT?
u noe how i felt at that moment?
any kind of bf can tolerate this? i did. over these 4 years.
and in the end what did i get? a broken heart which i cant seem to mend back at all!
while she's out thr ENJOYING with the dog when she CLAIMS "she will NOT GO INTO ANOTHER RS SO FAST for she WILL BE DEEPLY HURT and UNABLE TO FORGET ME THAT FAST?" during the time when we were still tgt? she said this her VERY SELF.
and now, WHOS THE ONE FEASTING AND ENJOYING EVERY NIGHT?
so now i shall adopt her teachings and mentality. which is to have the first strike.
time claimed what i thought was mine
